What Was It All For?

I grabbed that vase and I threw it against the living room wall.
I kicked over the living room table...
I pushed my bookshelf over spilling all my favorite novels...
I felt myself yelling... at the world, at my life....
I felt tears in my eyes... felt her looking at me...

HOW DARE SHE!!!

...then I woke up...

I walked towards the living room... I reached for that vase...

...and I saw that it was already broken.

I sat down on the couch... asked myself... asked God... Why?!

I sighed...
got dressed...
picked up my books...
put the table back in it's proper place...

...but I didn't feel her looking at me...